What a tough day!!!

10 tons of works stucking on my desk.
Non stop working. No appetite for anything.
At last I went to a cafe for lunch.
Ate a chocolate cheese cake and a glass of tomato juice.

Suck cake, but lazy for 1 hour,
and leave the office to breath some fresh air,
better than none.
Isn't it so healthy lunch?
Maybe, I hate to keep eating delievery lunch box everyday with same style.
Lying on the big sofa, look out the window which is raining outside.
So wish that I can no need to work,
just stay home and sleep as much as I can,
study what I want to study.
It is really tired to sleep less than 4 hours everyday,
and wake up at 06:30 to back to work.
OL life is not easy.


Glad that my honey always by myside.
Message with me when I am exhausted.
Sweet word to me to entertain me.
Although we will have some small fight.
But after 5 mins, we will be ok again.
Just like the weather.
Sometimes good sometimes bad.
How sweet that if he can hug me to sleep when I feel depress from work.
How sweet if he can kiss my face when I need encourage.
I miss you honey!!!

Oh, my new hair style so childish,
but in this pic, I look like 陳法拉,
I don't really like her,
too 發姣. I don't like girl so stick to guy!
Face without make up, I look so pale.
Need to retouch the pic before post.
Super big black eye circle.
tough skin... Sigh....
Need totry sleep more.....

Funny!

It's just so funny that someone keep SMS, email me these few days,
keep asking me to delete her direct link in my blog,
so that no visitors from my site will go to her blog and comment.

Is't that so funny that no freedom of speech in this world?
I can't see any problem which disturb her!
She have the right to delete any annoying comment,
which she don't want to appear in her blog,
she can't stop any visitor read her blog,
not only my visitor will go to her blog,
any one from this world which is alive can have chance to read!

My blog is open for comment,
but I will modify which one I want it show up,
I won't ask people not to comment and read my blog.
That is meaningless because my blog is open for anyone.
Stranger or friend also can read, comment.

But I will still do her a flavour,
I will delete her in my blog,
no more direct link which can relate she and me.
If this action can make her feel happier,
and feel no more people will comment in her blog,
then I am so please to do that.
I am too kind!

Don't want to waste my time to bargaining with anyone,
better spend more time to entertain my family, and my honey!

Once I delete her link in my blog,
I will not read her blog anymore,
because I can feel that I am not welcome to read her blog.
Fine, I don't have time to read too.

怎麼辦??

這個學期第一份功課成績出來了,
會計有76分, 很不錯...
應該不用擔心肥老....
可是...
法律只有40分....
天呀, 剛剛合格...
怎麼辦???
我已經很努力...
可是太難了....
太多東西要記,
太多case要熟讀....
廢寢忘餐地念書已經三天..
沒有胃口吃東西,
站著也能睡,
時時刻刻都有一種暈眩的感覺...
好想不用工作, 只專心讀書...
還有兩份功課要在七月尾前交..
好擔心, 不想肥佬..
怎麼辦??? 有誰可以幫我??
真的想找一個補習老師,
可是...
我還是太笨了,
做什麼也不行...
真是廢人一個...

最近, 腦袋總是記不到東西,
就連很簡單, 每一天都會做的事也可以忘記,
忘記吃藥, 忘記工作, 忘記吃飯,
每一件小事情也要靠紙條記下來,
我桌子上, 電話裡全都是不同的提醒,
好怕忘記了某一些事情, 又被人罵...
做錯太多事, 會被人嫌棄啦..

整理電腦, 看到幾年前的照片,
臉好小, 好瘦,
跟媽媽說我變胖了,
她說我的臉還是很小...
我有自知之明, 我知道自己很醜, 很胖...
因為有人每一天也在提醒我很醜...
我會努力變瘦...
已經輕了2磅, 慢慢來, 不要急...
很快, 我就會變得很瘦啦..

剪了頭髮, 齊齊的留海,
還不是很習慣, 不太自然,
頭髮好乾, 也許營養不夠,
看起來總是怪怪的,
找一天拍照讓大家看吧...
如果有人想看...

不知道怎麼啦,
總覺得自己的文章寫起來有一點不同了,
風格不同了, 是什麼原因?
看起來不像我寫的,
是我太累嗎??
還是我真的又發作?
還是早一點睡吧,
明天又是好的一個開始!!!

Nice Song!!!

反正我給什麼都不對
還不夠填飽他的胃
他讓我
覺得自己像個累贅
他懂得要求
卻不懂把握
他似乎什麼都不在乎
對我的付出從不屑一顧
他沒有傷我
只是我自己太軟弱

分與合

人和人之間,
總是糾纏在分和合,
沒有對或錯的因素,
一切只是緣份在作祟!