Today is the last day of 2006!!

Review this year,
there's a lot of things happened.
somethings happiness,
somethings sadness,
I can feel myself keep changing every day!
I become more kind after believe in GOD.
My temper is better now.
Althought I met many sad things,
but I not so easy to cry like before,
I become stronger now!!

This year, many accidents happened!
A lot of people died.
When I read the news,
I feel really sad.
I wish next year,
there will be less accident,
illness can have method to cure!!
And the main land china,
please don't just focuz on earning money,
and make poison food for selling!
And also, people please learn how to love,
don't make any fight with your family anymore.

Yesterday i made my 2007 year plan!
Beside saving money for traveling.
I still hope I can keep on my study!
I wish I won't give up too early!!
You should also make a year plan for yourself,
a life with goal is more reality,
than without goal!!

I've got a sick!! A horrible sick!!!

After the Taiwan earthquake,
I really realise that
INTERNET IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME!!
I can't blog with out it,
I can't check email without it,
I can't play online games,
I can't work,
I can't watch movie,
I can't MSN,
There are 160,000 people
can't login MSN!!!

All network can't even connect to oversea!
No more IDD!!
Hong Kong become a lonely island suddently!
It is terrible!!!

I understand that,
I really have a sick!!
I can't live without internet,
I will just look like a dead person!!

Oh my god!!
I can't believe it!!
Seems like my sick can't recover forever!!

Damn sad today!!!

Still have half month will be my birthday!
I still don't know where to celebrate!
I've make a list that who I will invite!
But still not yet confirm the place!
Don't know what we can do!
I want to find a place let friend KTV,
eat and drink!
But I afriad too expensive will scare them!
One of my friend found me a place.
But I scare my friend will think too expensive,
and won't come to my party!
So confused!

It is fucking trouble to make a party!
I want to give up many times!!
And just dinner with few friends instead of bit party!
But the fortune teller said I need to make a party,
if not, will have few years bad luck!
It is terrible!!
So I better make a party to celebrate it!
If,
at last,
really too expensive for them,
I will just host a party in Mc Donald!

Want to cry!!!!!!!!!

I just have a peaceful X'mas!!

Today is the last day of X'mas holiday!
I can't believe that,
I just sat at home and didn't went out!
I didn't went to pub,
I didn't went clubbing,
I didn't have BBQ,
I didn't play mah jong,
I just did all the things,
at 23 DEC!!!
These two days,
the only thing made me went out,
was to made nail!!
I sat at home whole day,
studying, watching TV,
sufting on the Internet,
Just like a isolated old lady!

I have two days can let me play crazy,
but I don't have the mood to play!
I don't know why!!!
I just want to stay at home,
and stay away those noisy people!!

Tomorrow I need to work again,
still have one X'mas gift not yet recieve,
don't know will he give it to me??

Today I will stay at home again,
nowhere to go!
nothing I want to do!
And also no one invite me,
so I better chat with JESUS then!!

Merry Christmas!!

Wish everyone have a wonderful holiday!
sweet with your honey!
No honey??
Then just look at me,
wait for him,
and just enjoy the moment with your family now!
On the crowned street,
if you can sit at home,
and with your family,
it is already enough!!

Super exhausted!!

I went out with friends for whole weeks,
didn't sleep well,
didn't have enough rest.
Also my skin looks terrible.
Yesterday,
I went out with friends again,
we had a big dinner,
and also we went to KTV!
I drank a lot,
but I didn't get drunk!
Only my body feel exhasuted,
and also my mouth!!!
Maybe I USE it too much!!

I always feel cold in the Winter,
but last night,
I felt so warm!!
When I no more ask for something,
seems will make things better!
A few words can make me so touching!!
A hug can warm my soul!!
A kiss can break my wall deep inside my heart!!

I never think about what gift I can get in X'mas!
I just wish that I can hug someone I love,
hug him so tight!
Nake together in the bed,
I listening to your heart beat!
You smelling my hair!
There's nothing we need to do,
sleeping in your arms,
is already good enough to make me asleep!
This is the only gift I want to have in X'mas!
I hope someone can share this gift with me!

Still have two days!!

Soon will be Christmas!
The last Christmas,
where am I??
Who I am with??
Not so clear in my mind,
I can't really remember it.

This year Christmas,
what I will do??
who I will with??
where am I going??
I am waiting for it,
I want to be have a special holiday,
is there anyone can give me a surprise??

Today's good words!!

When you rejected by someone,
it is not really painful!
When you don't believe in love,
that is really the biggest pain you have!

Keep your words inside your heart,
and not say it out,
will only waste it.
One day you will regret,
because it is too late to say it out!

Soon will be my birthday!!

Every year,
I just having a normal day!
Dinner with friends also drink wine!
Nothing special!
But this year,
someone told me that if I didn't make a big party,
I will be in bad luck for whole year!
I believe in GOD,
but I really don't want to swtuck in bad luck!
So today,
I spend whole day to think about what kind of
Birthday Party that I can make!
If anyone have a idea,
just let me know!!
Help me with this tough topic!!
THX!!

After believe in GOD,
I become more simple.
NO more think about want something,
or have something.
Not even so easy to angry someone.
There's a guy keep cheating on me,
but I still pray for him at night.
Am I silly??
NO!! I don't think so,
becasue he's already punlished by losing a good friend like me!
I don't want to get anything,
and I don't want to control people!
Now, I just want to enjoy my life,
and work hard for everyday!
Try to meet someone I miss,
even can't meet also won't be upset,
study harder,
work harder,
earn more money and buy a big house for my mum.
I would love to live with her in this house!
Am I thinking too far away>??
No, it is not!!
Have goal so that I have the energy to work!!

Imagination will kill many cells!!!

But I really love to imagine!
Think this think that!
Think about him,
Think about her,
Yes, Imagination will kill cells!
But I just love to do this!
But...

Mostly I always think about bad things,
of coz, I still will think about good stuff!
But normally,
I will only think about someone betraying me,
lying to me,
hiding from me,
doing something behide me....
Am I sick?

I don't know will this make me crazy!
But...
After pray to GOD,
things become better,
easier to understand,
I can't stop people treating me like shit,
but at least I can make myself happier!
Won't be sad because of anyone!

Looking forward for the next Catholic meeting!

My NDS!!

I want to decorate my NDS long time ago.
But really don't have time.
When I am free,
there is no more glue...
DAMN!!

Yesterday night,
I am alone at home.
Finished studying.
So, I started to put on the crystal
for my NDS.

Look at this!
It tooks many times.
But it is amazing,
still have a little bit not prefect.
But I work until 2 am last night.
Already the best I can do!


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Last night I went to Catholic Meeting again!

It last almost three hours,
heard alot of storys,
read the Bible,
sang some songs,
prayed together.
Three hours,
it was really hard to go through,
because I am still young to Catholic.
I almost fell asleep after half part,
it was not boring.
But of coz that was soemtime not so interesting.
I really seldom sat down and listen to someone
for three hours.
Still not yet used to it.
When I want to sleep,
I opened my eyes so wide,
and look around.
Everyone were so concentrate,
it made me feel so guilty.

In this quiet envionment,
so peace.
Made me so want to sleep.
That is a feeling of peaceful,
and protected.
If in normal,
I already haev temper because of so bored.
But I still sat down, and until it finished.

After the meeting,
I went to dinner with them.
I attended the meeting after my work.
Not even have time to had dinner.
We talk until 11PM.
They invited me to the meeting in church,
this sunday morning.
I don't know,
still so confused should I go or not.
Because I hope there is someone will date me out.
And I also don't want to be so fast,
to join in this club!

Anyway, I don't know is it because this meeting,
or just my mind changed.
If in normal, when ppl broke their promise,
or they can't meet me,
I will be have temper,
and furious on him.
But , yesterday I didn't,
I just act so normal and let him,
OH!!! I better don't talk about him!!

But anyway, I still hope it can make me better,
make me not so easy temper on small things,
make me don't always compare,
make me don't be so negative!

I've been a Cathoic Party!!

It was the second time,
A lot of people group together,
eating, singing.
I want to join into this kind of fuction
long time ago.
But,. I don't have the heart!!
But when I become older,
I keep thinking maybe have a faith is not bad!
Can make myself stronger.
I did pray to a Thai's God,
but it was too far,
even have a temple in Hong Kong,
but I still want to haev a one,
A god that I can pray anytime.

I am so stupid,
I sometime don't know how to do,
always know wrong people,
do wrong things,
but with all these brothers,
it feel so warm!!

They all have a different life style,
some people have a horrible life than me,
someone got a awful hurt than me,

I am in this x'mas party this day,
around 100 people,
at the begining, we sang!



They are all artists,
because this club is for artist only!



The lyrics are so simple,
but they all so enjoy with these,
they didn't sang very well,
but they have heart!







They said, if believe in GOD,
then I can face any problem,
can solve all trouble,
I don't know,
I just want to make myself happy!
No one will listen to me,
but I hope GOD can!

Tonight, I will go to that fuction again,
In TST, have a meeting with them!
They said , the more you close with GOD,
You can find out the answer from him,
yes!!
I want to find out an answer!!

I scare to make decision!!

Even I know I can be better,
even I know the one I have
now is not good enough,
I still afraid to choose.
Everyone beside me keep telling me,
that I should make a decision,
should choose a better life,
and everyone said I worth it!!!
I understand,
but I really don't know how to do.

I am afraid will become worse,
I am afraid will regret,
I am afraid can't put it down...

Please don't force me to make a decision!!
I really don't know which is better,
I really scare to choose!
I know I should make myself better!
I know I can be better.
But I just hope no need to choose.
Sigh...
I don't know what I am talking about!
I know you guys want to make me better,
but it is realyl difficult to do!

Is hard to be a happy girl!
But i wish all of my friend,
can be happy!!

三分鐘就知道誰是你最愛的人? (98%的準確率)

一個很準的心理測試：按下面的步驟一步一步做，
不要作弊，否則你的希望會落空（用３分鐘完成）
發送這個留言的人說：她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實，
記住：不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣，
注意：按順序往下讀，不能跳躍地往下讀
（只要花３分鐘，值得一試）首先拿一枝筆和一張紙，
當你在作出選擇時，如果是人物，保證是你認識的，
無論是數字或名字都是第1直覺，每次向下移動一行
──記住：不要跳行往下讀

一、首先，在一列中寫下１到１１的號碼
（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在號碼１和２的旁邊，寫下你所想的任意兩個數字

三、在號碼３和７的旁邊，寫下任意兩個異性的名字。
（注意：不要跳躍的向下看，不要作弊哦）

四、在號碼４、５、６的旁邊，
寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕（不要有欺騙行為）

五、在號碼８、９、１０、１１的旁邊，寫下４首歌的名字。

六、最後，許一個願。

結果：
１. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給（號碼２旁邊寫下的數字）個人。
２. 號碼３是你所愛的人。
３. 號碼７是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。
４. 號碼４是你最關心的人。
５. 號碼５是非常瞭解你的人。
６. 號碼６是你重要的人。
７. 號碼８的歌適合號碼３的人。
８. 號碼９的歌適合號碼７的人。
９. 號碼１０的歌最能代表你的想法。
１０. 序號１１的歌是你對生活的感受。

Yesterday I was in a Party!!

My friend's mother have a birthday dinner,
so I was invited by them,
to have a proper dinner and play mah jong.
I met them at 2 PM.
A group of aunties.
Many people, and grandma was here too.
After lunch ( Drink tea ),
they started mah jong.
I didn't join in,
because I didn't sleep well last night.
Feel like my soul was not right here.

Some of them are watching horse racing,
some of them are playing mah jong.
I just sat there.
Doing nothing.
My NDS is in low battery.
Sat and sat....
then I fell asleep....

At the time I wake up,
they finished too.
Then we took the taxi and went to Kowloon City.
We have Thai food for dinner.
But, why we are not having a chinese dinner?
Why eat Thai food??
There is no birthday bread in THAI!!
And also the food was not so good.
Too many meat, too less vegetable.
I prefer something light flavoured.

I bought a crystal fish for aunt.
Don't know does she like the gift.
I am sorry that I was too busy!
I just know she birthday one day before.
Next time, I will try to find something special!!

After dinner, we back to mah jong!
This time, I am awake, so I join the game.
But too bad, I lost $125.
Glad that I still did win a little before.
If not, I will lost more!!!
HAHAHH!!
I think I should practise more!!

The relationship with him is still not improved.
Sometime's good and sometime's bad!!
I really don't know is because I don't understand him?
Or I ask for too much??
Is my problem?
Or his problem?
Holy shit!!
I really don't know!
Maybe I should focuz on my work only!

It makes me really miserable with this job!

Work load is not heavy!
But still make me so tired!
I can't sleep well!!
And my brain keeps working!
I am so furious!
Even talk with friend also make me so exhausted!

I don't know what to write!
There are too many I want to say,
but I don't know when to start!
There are too many ideas,
but seems they can't work out!
Want to make our relationship better,
but seems you can never understand!
just like,
no matter what I did,
you still think I am wrong!
Still think not good enough!

YES!!
I admit that you can control my emotion!
You can make me sad and make me happy!
But,
This is woman!!
Woman will spend many time!!
Will want to get more care from other!!
Are you really don't understand??

Sometimes,
Please just lie to me,
Say something nice to me,
and make me feel happier....

Didn't write anything for few days!!!

Really don't have much time.
The computer still not yet send to my office.
And my boss just sit beside me.
I really really don't have time to blog!!

JOB....
Not really busy!
But no way to develop!!
And I am not working happy here!
It seems quite different with
what he said when I interview!
Totally different now!!

And the relationship with him,
now seems not so good!
We both have our own idea!
And can't solve these clearly!
WHat should I do??

My first day of new job!!

Not so many things to do.
But yesterday I didnt sleep well.
Only slept for one hour.
That's why today I don't even have any energy!
And my computer still not yet arrive.
So I can't do much things.

Sat in the office for few hours.
Just prepared some documents.
And then had meeting in the mall with clients.
They all recognised me,
make me so nervous infront of them.
But, I still need to carry on...

There's nothing I can do in the mall right now.
Maybe I should bring some books,
so I won't waste my time.

Today I still don't have any mood to eat.
Only drank 2 cups of coffee,
and little bit pasta.
I am not hungry....
But I really want to see someone....
seems he forgot me....

Yeah!! I got a new job!!

Start from tomorrow,
I will be the marketing manager
of a new shopping mall in Mong Kwok.
Yeah!! So happy that finally,
I've find a job!!

Start from tomorrow,
I need to work in the office!!


But...
My mood didn't seems great!
Those things I suppose didnt happen!
People I am waiting din't show up!


Maybe I should sleep early!
Update my job to you guys tomorrow then!!

What is the feeling if someone aks me to marry him??

When there is someone, hugging you,
hugging you so tight!
Then say hope you can join in his life,
Hope can see you everyday and nite,
Promise will make you happy,
and give you a fortunate life.
Plan the future with you.
If, really happen to me,
what will I do??

Maybe , I will cry,
If someone I love say these things to me,
I will cry because happiness.

If someone I don't have feeling with,
I will feel guilty, and confuse, then cry!

I like to be hugged by someone I love,
I like to listen the promise given by someone
I love.
I like to let someone I love to bring me to his future.

If today, someone say these things to me,
no matter I like him or not,
I must be super touch by his words.
I must cry.
Because I know that in this world,
still have someone want me to share
the rest of his life,
If I love him, I will say yes asap.
But I still can't give up my books, and job.

What will I look like if I wear the wedding gown?
What will I look like when I am mother?
HAHAHA, I think too much again,
Should think again when really have someone want to marry me!

A damn funny dream last nite!!

In the dream, I was God Damn lucky in Love!!!

This first guy is my last Boyfriend.
I love him so much, and I still not
yet forget him.
One day, he suddently appear again!!
And try very hard to make me forgive him,
want to get me back to him!!

The second one is my present Boyfriend
in the dream!
He treat me sooooooooo good, so soft,
and so care about me!

The third one, I cant see his face so clear,
but the outlook is not bad!
He is the chaser in the dream!

HAHAHAH, this is the first time that I
can see someone's face so clear!
Beside the chaser, the other two I can
sure that they are really someone I knew!!
In the dream, they all treat me very great!
Make me so hard to make a decision!
They all know still have others around me,
but they are still trying so great to make me happy.

In the dream I was really confused.
Because I really don't know how to choose!
I don't know what is the best choice!
When I saw myself in the dream,
I can feel that I am sooo worried.
All of them are very good person!
And I like all of them!
Why I will have this kind of dream?
Is there any hint it want to say?
What the hell it want to say?

I study psychology for 2 years before,
( actually I just bought some books to read ),
but, I still cant figure out what is the meaning!
Maybe I need to make some decision in the future!
Maybe " HE " will really come back to me!
Maybe someone will chase me soon!
Maybe I too wish to be loved by someone!
Maybe I will get marry soon!!!

HAHAHAHH!!! But if in the real life,
really have this four angle's love,
I must be extremely insomnia,
becasue I will be so worry about how to choose,
and can't sleep well at night!

Boyfriend, one is already enough,
if he give me enough love!!

December!! What are you thinking about??

It is Dec. What will you think at this moment?
Thinking about traveling when x'mas?
Thinking about who are you going out at this holiday?
Thinking what kind of gift you are going to buy for your friend?
Thinking who will receive your great x'mas card?
Most people are thinking these kind of questions.
But .... my little brother in Taiwan is thinking about
another things.
In Taiwan, this is the month to think about your next school,
or next subject.
For me, I am only thinking about what kind of job I want to
do at this moment.And it already make me insomina.

Actually, I think choosing subject is similar to choosing a job.
You are looking for your hobbies?
You looking for earn big money?
You are looking for something that your mum and dad will agree?
You are looking for something that can study with your friends?
You are looking for a bright future?
You are looking for a way which can develop?
Or you are looking for a way which can be easier to
find the next step?
Oh God!! It is freaking hard to choose.

Brother, you are still very young, and you still have
many chance to decide.
Even you make a wrong decision today,
you still can find another solution tomorrow!!
Sometime elder people's opinion is good for us!!
At least they are having more experience than us!!

You should listen to them, and find out some really
useful subject to study.
After you graduate from the school. You can choose
whatever you like to do!
I wish I can back to school and finish my University life!!
When I was young, I didn't listen to my mum,
just focus on my hobbies.
And now I am really regret because I don't have any
skill can fight with other!

There're still a long long path I need to go.
Backup yourself and think about your hobby later.
Honestly, hobby cant make money!
There's a lot of examples.
See those artist, they dun even have money when
they are still alive.
All become famous after they died.
For those money they earn from their drawings,
not even a penny they can spend!!

不要當一個沒有用的人,

不要當一個沒有用的人,
沒有用, 別人會看不起你,
沒有用, 你沒有權利去爭取,
沒有用, 你只能做低下的工作,
沒有用, 朋友有難不會找你商量,
沒有用, 你會聽見很多冷嘲熱諷,
沒有用, 你只會是一條" 溝唔到女的可憐蟲 "!!!

不要當一個好用的人,
你好用, 朋友有難一定要你義不容辭幫忙,
你好用, 上司會把所有工作都推給你做,
你好用, 家裡換燈泡也要等你做,
你好用, 別人不會理你是否願意做,
你好用, 你會睡得越來越少,
你好用, 你將會認識很多女生, 不過你只是她們的 " 觀音兵 "!!!

當一個有用的人,
你有用, 朋友都會來問你意見,
你有用, 上司都會找你幫手,
你有用, 亞媽會幫你到處宣傳,
你有用, 別人都會覺得你很有見地,
你有用, 很多人會願意幫你做事,
你有用, 你將會泡到不少女生, 因你正在開" 法拉利 "

不要當一個沒用, 或者是好用的人,
當一個有用的人,
適當的時候運用你的智慧,
適當的時候拒絕一些你沒有時間做的事,
適當的時候為自己爭取合理的待遇,
這樣你就會是一個有用的人了!!!

哈哈!! 我完成了第一個階段的英文課了!!

讀了好久, 終於完成了第一個學期!!
讀得好辛苦啦, 雖然我本身的英文不是很差,
可是一直想更進一步, 於是年頭的時候就報讀了,
可是, 一直都很忙, 沒有時間把它讀完,
最少, 我要再完成三個學期,
才可以取得大學證明啦!

我要努力, 你們也要支持我啦!!!

昨天是我第一次真正的見工!!

人生中總有無限個第一次,
昨天就是我畢業以來, 第一次拿著resume去找工作,
整晚也睡不好, 不是緊張, 只是.....失眠!!

一早起來, 只睡了三個小時,
可是, 不太累, 還可以啦!!
坐在電腦面前, 拍賣東西, 轉眼已經快到面試的時間,
可是, 我發現我沒有什麼衣服可以面試,
我沒有套裝, 也沒有什麼OL衣服,
哈哈, 隨手拿起一件西裝褸, 穿起牛仔褲就算啦!!


化了一個淡妝, 哈哈, 眼圈好黑!!

保持笑容!!! 哈哈, 祝我順利吧!!

今天要見兩份, 第一份三點, 在尖沙咀一私人會所,
朋友介紹, 以為是PR, 誰知原來是接待員,
可是我還是很努力地面試, 跟他們談了一個多小時,
面試都是這麼久嗎?? 他們問我很多問題,
有很多CASE STUDY 要我答,
可能因為我之前的工作都是要面對很多人,
所以我都不是太緊張....
哈哈, 朋友都說我回答得很得體!!

見完第一份, 才五點, 剛好朋友在附近,
我就約他吃下午茶, 輕鬆一下,



等待朋友到的一刻, 我望著天空, 雲好漂亮,
一粒粒的, 好可愛, 不知道雲是什麼味道啦??



你知道這一片天空是尖沙咀的哪兒嗎??
不過, 答中沒有獎品啦!!

我又去上次到過的全日供應早餐的CAFE啦,
他們認得我, 還安排我坐最角落的位置,
這樣的服務態度, 很好!!!

聊到六點, 朋友要走啦, 我就走到碼頭坐船到灣仔,
我真的十分喜歡坐船, 不像地鐵般擠迫,



在海運中心對出, 泊了一個大船, 報紙說這是一個好古老的船,
很有歷史, 市民可以上去拍照啦!!
遠看真的好大, 是海盜船嗎??

到了灣仔, 我就走到銅鑼灣times square,
不過八點才面試, 所以我就到PAGE ONE看書,
哈哈, 站著看, 好累, 不過, 看書可以打發時間呢!!

八點, 終於又要面試了, 不過, 這一次就比較輕鬆,
是一個酒吧集團的MARKETING, 我們一邊喝紅酒,
一邊聊天, 原來這裡的老闆我也認識,
所以大家就聊得比較輕鬆,
哈哈, 如果我在這裡做, 我就常常可以喝免費酒啦!!

不過, 還是等一下啦, 明天又有一個工作會去試試看,
是旺角一個大型商場的MARKETING,
待遇不錯, 見多一些, 再選擇吧!!!

加油加油!!!

有時候, 一個擁抱比千言萬語來得更滿足!!

當我生病的時候, 好討厭別人在我身邊不停說話,
明明我只希望安靜地休養,
可是又要強裝很樂意地去回應!!

幾天也沒有好好吃飯了,
太忙, 忙著讀書, 忙著把東西放上網拍賣,
忙著找工作, 忙著整理房間!!
好累, 累得睡到半夜就扎醒,
累到沒有胃口吃東西,
我瘦了, 臉也變小了,
肚腩不見了, 屁股也細了,
哈哈, 看到食物都想吐,
喝一杯咖啡就飽很久,
應該不是厭食症!

這個時候, 好想有一個溫暖的擁抱,
感覺到對方的體溫應該會讓我更好睡,
好想躺在你的胸口睡覺,
好想你溫柔地對我說話!!!

哈哈, 可是...
也許只有在夢中才可以實現吧!!!