Today is the last day of 2006!!

Review this year,
there's a lot of things happened.
somethings happiness,
somethings sadness,
I can feel myself keep changing every day!
I become more kind after believe in GOD.
My temper is better now.
Althought I met many sad things,
but I not so easy to cry like before,
I become stronger now!!

This year, many accidents happened!
A lot of people died.
When I read the news,
I feel really sad.
I wish next year,
there will be less accident,
illness can have method to cure!!
And the main land china,
please don't just focuz on earning money,
and make poison food for selling!
And also, people please learn how to love,
don't make any fight with your family anymore.

Yesterday i made my 2007 year plan!
Beside saving money for traveling.
I still hope I can keep on my study!
I wish I won't give up too early!!
You should also make a year plan for yourself,
a life with goal is more reality,
than without goal!!

I've got a sick!! A horrible sick!!!

After the Taiwan earthquake,
I really realise that
INTERNET IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME!!
I can't blog with out it,
I can't check email without it,
I can't play online games,
I can't work,
I can't watch movie,
I can't MSN,
There are 160,000 people
can't login MSN!!!

All network can't even connect to oversea!
No more IDD!!
Hong Kong become a lonely island suddently!
It is terrible!!!

I understand that,
I really have a sick!!
I can't live without internet,
I will just look like a dead person!!

Oh my god!!
I can't believe it!!
Seems like my sick can't recover forever!!

Damn sad today!!!

Still have half month will be my birthday!
I still don't know where to celebrate!
I've make a list that who I will invite!
But still not yet confirm the place!
Don't know what we can do!
I want to find a place let friend KTV,
eat and drink!
But I afriad too expensive will scare them!
One of my friend found me a place.
But I scare my friend will think too expensive,
and won't come to my party!
So confused!

It is fucking trouble to make a party!
I want to give up many times!!
And just dinner with few friends instead of bit party!
But the fortune teller said I need to make a party,
if not, will have few years bad luck!
It is terrible!!
So I better make a party to celebrate it!
If,
at last,
really too expensive for them,
I will just host a party in Mc Donald!

Want to cry!!!!!!!!!

I just have a peaceful X'mas!!

Today is the last day of X'mas holiday!
I can't believe that,
I just sat at home and didn't went out!
I didn't went to pub,
I didn't went clubbing,
I didn't have BBQ,
I didn't play mah jong,
I just did all the things,
at 23 DEC!!!
These two days,
the only thing made me went out,
was to made nail!!
I sat at home whole day,
studying, watching TV,
sufting on the Internet,
Just like a isolated old lady!

I have two days can let me play crazy,
but I don't have the mood to play!
I don't know why!!!
I just want to stay at home,
and stay away those noisy people!!

Tomorrow I need to work again,
still have one X'mas gift not yet recieve,
don't know will he give it to me??

Today I will stay at home again,
nowhere to go!
nothing I want to do!
And also no one invite me,
so I better chat with JESUS then!!

Merry Christmas!!

Wish everyone have a wonderful holiday!
sweet with your honey!
No honey??
Then just look at me,
wait for him,
and just enjoy the moment with your family now!
On the crowned street,
if you can sit at home,
and with your family,
it is already enough!!

Super exhausted!!

I went out with friends for whole weeks,
didn't sleep well,
didn't have enough rest.
Also my skin looks terrible.
Yesterday,
I went out with friends again,
we had a big dinner,
and also we went to KTV!
I drank a lot,
but I didn't get drunk!
Only my body feel exhasuted,
and also my mouth!!!
Maybe I USE it too much!!

I always feel cold in the Winter,
but last night,
I felt so warm!!
When I no more ask for something,
seems will make things better!
A few words can make me so touching!!
A hug can warm my soul!!
A kiss can break my wall deep inside my heart!!

I never think about what gift I can get in X'mas!
I just wish that I can hug someone I love,
hug him so tight!
Nake together in the bed,
I listening to your heart beat!
You smelling my hair!
There's nothing we need to do,
sleeping in your arms,
is already good enough to make me asleep!
This is the only gift I want to have in X'mas!
I hope someone can share this gift with me!

Still have two days!!

Soon will be Christmas!
The last Christmas,
where am I??
Who I am with??
Not so clear in my mind,
I can't really remember it.

This year Christmas,
what I will do??
who I will with??
where am I going??
I am waiting for it,
I want to be have a special holiday,
is there anyone can give me a surprise??

Today's good words!!

When you rejected by someone,
it is not really painful!
When you don't believe in love,
that is really the biggest pain you have!

Keep your words inside your heart,
and not say it out,
will only waste it.
One day you will regret,
because it is too late to say it out!

Soon will be my birthday!!

Every year,
I just having a normal day!
Dinner with friends also drink wine!
Nothing special!
But this year,
someone told me that if I didn't make a big party,
I will be in bad luck for whole year!
I believe in GOD,
but I really don't want to swtuck in bad luck!
So today,
I spend whole day to think about what kind of
Birthday Party that I can make!
If anyone have a idea,
just let me know!!
Help me with this tough topic!!
THX!!

After believe in GOD,
I become more simple.
NO more think about want something,
or have something.
Not even so easy to angry someone.
There's a guy keep cheating on me,
but I still pray for him at night.
Am I silly??
NO!! I don't think so,
becasue he's already punlished by losing a good friend like me!
I don't want to get anything,
and I don't want to control people!
Now, I just want to enjoy my life,
and work hard for everyday!
Try to meet someone I miss,
even can't meet also won't be upset,
study harder,
work harder,
earn more money and buy a big house for my mum.
I would love to live with her in this house!
Am I thinking too far away>??
No, it is not!!
Have goal so that I have the energy to work!!

Imagination will kill many cells!!!

But I really love to imagine!
Think this think that!
Think about him,
Think about her,
Yes, Imagination will kill cells!
But I just love to do this!
But...

Mostly I always think about bad things,
of coz, I still will think about good stuff!
But normally,
I will only think about someone betraying me,
lying to me,
hiding from me,
doing something behide me....
Am I sick?

I don't know will this make me crazy!
But...
After pray to GOD,
things become better,
easier to understand,
I can't stop people treating me like shit,
but at least I can make myself happier!
Won't be sad because of anyone!

Looking forward for the next Catholic meeting!

My NDS!!

I want to decorate my NDS long time ago.
But really don't have time.
When I am free,
there is no more glue...
DAMN!!

Yesterday night,
I am alone at home.
Finished studying.
So, I started to put on the crystal
for my NDS.

Look at this!
It tooks many times.
But it is amazing,
still have a little bit not prefect.
But I work until 2 am last night.
Already the best I can do!


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Last night I went to Catholic Meeting again!

It last almost three hours,
heard alot of storys,
read the Bible,
sang some songs,
prayed together.
Three hours,
it was really hard to go through,
because I am still young to Catholic.
I almost fell asleep after half part,
it was not boring.
But of coz that was soemtime not so interesting.
I really seldom sat down and listen to someone
for three hours.
Still not yet used to it.
When I want to sleep,
I opened my eyes so wide,
and look around.
Everyone were so concentrate,
it made me feel so guilty.

In this quiet envionment,
so peace.
Made me so want to sleep.
That is a feeling of peaceful,
and protected.
If in normal,
I already haev temper because of so bored.
But I still sat down, and until it finished.

After the meeting,
I went to dinner with them.
I attended the meeting after my work.
Not even have time to had dinner.
We talk until 11PM.
They invited me to the meeting in church,
this sunday morning.
I don't know,
still so confused should I go or not.
Because I hope there is someone will date me out.
And I also don't want to be so fast,
to join in this club!

Anyway, I don't know is it because this meeting,
or just my mind changed.
If in normal, when ppl broke their promise,
or they can't meet me,
I will be have temper,
and furious on him.
But , yesterday I didn't,
I just act so normal and let him,
OH!!! I better don't talk about him!!

But anyway, I still hope it can make me better,
make me not so easy temper on small things,
make me don't always compare,
make me don't be so negative!

I've been a Cathoic Party!!

It was the second time,
A lot of people group together,
eating, singing.
I want to join into this kind of fuction
long time ago.
But,. I don't have the heart!!
But when I become older,
I keep thinking maybe have a faith is not bad!
Can make myself stronger.
I did pray to a Thai's God,
but it was too far,
even have a temple in Hong Kong,
but I still want to haev a one,
A god that I can pray anytime.

I am so stupid,
I sometime don't know how to do,
always know wrong people,
do wrong things,
but with all these brothers,
it feel so warm!!

They all have a different life style,
some people have a horrible life than me,
someone got a awful hurt than me,

I am in this x'mas party this day,
around 100 people,
at the begining, we sang!



They are all artists,
because this club is for artist only!



The lyrics are so simple,
but they all so enjoy with these,
they didn't sang very well,
but they have heart!







They said, if believe in GOD,
then I can face any problem,
can solve all trouble,
I don't know,
I just want to make myself happy!
No one will listen to me,
but I hope GOD can!

Tonight, I will go to that fuction again,
In TST, have a meeting with them!
They said , the more you close with GOD,
You can find out the answer from him,
yes!!
I want to find out an answer!!

I scare to make decision!!

Even I know I can be better,
even I know the one I have
now is not good enough,
I still afraid to choose.
Everyone beside me keep telling me,
that I should make a decision,
should choose a better life,
and everyone said I worth it!!!
I understand,
but I really don't know how to do.

I am afraid will become worse,
I am afraid will regret,
I am afraid can't put it down...

Please don't force me to make a decision!!
I really don't know which is better,
I really scare to choose!
I know I should make myself better!
I know I can be better.
But I just hope no need to choose.
Sigh...
I don't know what I am talking about!
I know you guys want to make me better,
but it is realyl difficult to do!

Is hard to be a happy girl!
But i wish all of my friend,
can be happy!!

三分鐘就知道誰是你最愛的人? (98%的準確率)

一個很準的心理測試：按下面的步驟一步一步做，
不要作弊，否則你的希望會落空（用３分鐘完成）
發送這個留言的人說：她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實，
記住：不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣，
注意：按順序往下讀，不能跳躍地往下讀
（只要花３分鐘，值得一試）首先拿一枝筆和一張紙，
當你在作出選擇時，如果是人物，保證是你認識的，
無論是數字或名字都是第1直覺，每次向下移動一行
──記住：不要跳行往下讀

一、首先，在一列中寫下１到１１的號碼
（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在號碼１和２的旁邊，寫下你所想的任意兩個數字

三、在號碼３和７的旁邊，寫下任意兩個異性的名字。
（注意：不要跳躍的向下看，不要作弊哦）

四、在號碼４、５、６的旁邊，
寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕（不要有欺騙行為）

五、在號碼８、９、１０、１１的旁邊，寫下４首歌的名字。

六、最後，許一個願。

結果：
１. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給（號碼２旁邊寫下的數字）個人。
２. 號碼３是你所愛的人。
３. 號碼７是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。
４. 號碼４是你最關心的人。
５. 號碼５是非常瞭解你的人。
６. 號碼６是你重要的人。
７. 號碼８的歌適合號碼３的人。
８. 號碼９的歌適合號碼７的人。
９. 號碼１０的歌最能代表你的想法。
１０. 序號１１的歌是你對生活的感受。

Yesterday I was in a Party!!

My friend's mother have a birthday dinner,
so I was invited by them,
to have a proper dinner and play mah jong.
I met them at 2 PM.
A group of aunties.
Many people, and grandma was here too.
After lunch ( Drink tea ),
they started mah jong.
I didn't join in,
because I didn't sleep well last night.
Feel like my soul was not right here.

Some of them are watching horse racing,
some of them are playing mah jong.
I just sat there.
Doing nothing.
My NDS is in low battery.
Sat and sat....
then I fell asleep....

At the time I wake up,
they finished too.
Then we took the taxi and went to Kowloon City.
We have Thai food for dinner.
But, why we are not having a chinese dinner?
Why eat Thai food??
There is no birthday bread in THAI!!
And also the food was not so good.
Too many meat, too less vegetable.
I prefer something light flavoured.

I bought a crystal fish for aunt.
Don't know does she like the gift.
I am sorry that I was too busy!
I just know she birthday one day before.
Next time, I will try to find something special!!

After dinner, we back to mah jong!
This time, I am awake, so I join the game.
But too bad, I lost $125.
Glad that I still did win a little before.
If not, I will lost more!!!
HAHAHH!!
I think I should practise more!!

The relationship with him is still not improved.
Sometime's good and sometime's bad!!
I really don't know is because I don't understand him?
Or I ask for too much??
Is my problem?
Or his problem?
Holy shit!!
I really don't know!
Maybe I should focuz on my work only!

It makes me really miserable with this job!

Work load is not heavy!
But still make me so tired!
I can't sleep well!!
And my brain keeps working!
I am so furious!
Even talk with friend also make me so exhausted!

I don't know what to write!
There are too many I want to say,
but I don't know when to start!
There are too many ideas,
but seems they can't work out!
Want to make our relationship better,
but seems you can never understand!
just like,
no matter what I did,
you still think I am wrong!
Still think not good enough!

YES!!
I admit that you can control my emotion!
You can make me sad and make me happy!
But,
This is woman!!
Woman will spend many time!!
Will want to get more care from other!!
Are you really don't understand??

Sometimes,
Please just lie to me,
Say something nice to me,
and make me feel happier....

Didn't write anything for few days!!!

Really don't have much time.
The computer still not yet send to my office.
And my boss just sit beside me.
I really really don't have time to blog!!

JOB....
Not really busy!
But no way to develop!!
And I am not working happy here!
It seems quite different with
what he said when I interview!
Totally different now!!

And the relationship with him,
now seems not so good!
We both have our own idea!
And can't solve these clearly!
WHat should I do??

My first day of new job!!

Not so many things to do.
But yesterday I didnt sleep well.
Only slept for one hour.
That's why today I don't even have any energy!
And my computer still not yet arrive.
So I can't do much things.

Sat in the office for few hours.
Just prepared some documents.
And then had meeting in the mall with clients.
They all recognised me,
make me so nervous infront of them.
But, I still need to carry on...

There's nothing I can do in the mall right now.
Maybe I should bring some books,
so I won't waste my time.

Today I still don't have any mood to eat.
Only drank 2 cups of coffee,
and little bit pasta.
I am not hungry....
But I really want to see someone....
seems he forgot me....

Yeah!! I got a new job!!

Start from tomorrow,
I will be the marketing manager
of a new shopping mall in Mong Kwok.
Yeah!! So happy that finally,
I've find a job!!

Start from tomorrow,
I need to work in the office!!


But...
My mood didn't seems great!
Those things I suppose didnt happen!
People I am waiting din't show up!


Maybe I should sleep early!
Update my job to you guys tomorrow then!!

What is the feeling if someone aks me to marry him??

When there is someone, hugging you,
hugging you so tight!
Then say hope you can join in his life,
Hope can see you everyday and nite,
Promise will make you happy,
and give you a fortunate life.
Plan the future with you.
If, really happen to me,
what will I do??

Maybe , I will cry,
If someone I love say these things to me,
I will cry because happiness.

If someone I don't have feeling with,
I will feel guilty, and confuse, then cry!

I like to be hugged by someone I love,
I like to listen the promise given by someone
I love.
I like to let someone I love to bring me to his future.

If today, someone say these things to me,
no matter I like him or not,
I must be super touch by his words.
I must cry.
Because I know that in this world,
still have someone want me to share
the rest of his life,
If I love him, I will say yes asap.
But I still can't give up my books, and job.

What will I look like if I wear the wedding gown?
What will I look like when I am mother?
HAHAHA, I think too much again,
Should think again when really have someone want to marry me!

A damn funny dream last nite!!

In the dream, I was God Damn lucky in Love!!!

This first guy is my last Boyfriend.
I love him so much, and I still not
yet forget him.
One day, he suddently appear again!!
And try very hard to make me forgive him,
want to get me back to him!!

The second one is my present Boyfriend
in the dream!
He treat me sooooooooo good, so soft,
and so care about me!

The third one, I cant see his face so clear,
but the outlook is not bad!
He is the chaser in the dream!

HAHAHAH, this is the first time that I
can see someone's face so clear!
Beside the chaser, the other two I can
sure that they are really someone I knew!!
In the dream, they all treat me very great!
Make me so hard to make a decision!
They all know still have others around me,
but they are still trying so great to make me happy.

In the dream I was really confused.
Because I really don't know how to choose!
I don't know what is the best choice!
When I saw myself in the dream,
I can feel that I am sooo worried.
All of them are very good person!
And I like all of them!
Why I will have this kind of dream?
Is there any hint it want to say?
What the hell it want to say?

I study psychology for 2 years before,
( actually I just bought some books to read ),
but, I still cant figure out what is the meaning!
Maybe I need to make some decision in the future!
Maybe " HE " will really come back to me!
Maybe someone will chase me soon!
Maybe I too wish to be loved by someone!
Maybe I will get marry soon!!!

HAHAHAHH!!! But if in the real life,
really have this four angle's love,
I must be extremely insomnia,
becasue I will be so worry about how to choose,
and can't sleep well at night!

Boyfriend, one is already enough,
if he give me enough love!!

December!! What are you thinking about??

It is Dec. What will you think at this moment?
Thinking about traveling when x'mas?
Thinking about who are you going out at this holiday?
Thinking what kind of gift you are going to buy for your friend?
Thinking who will receive your great x'mas card?
Most people are thinking these kind of questions.
But .... my little brother in Taiwan is thinking about
another things.
In Taiwan, this is the month to think about your next school,
or next subject.
For me, I am only thinking about what kind of job I want to
do at this moment.And it already make me insomina.

Actually, I think choosing subject is similar to choosing a job.
You are looking for your hobbies?
You looking for earn big money?
You are looking for something that your mum and dad will agree?
You are looking for something that can study with your friends?
You are looking for a bright future?
You are looking for a way which can develop?
Or you are looking for a way which can be easier to
find the next step?
Oh God!! It is freaking hard to choose.

Brother, you are still very young, and you still have
many chance to decide.
Even you make a wrong decision today,
you still can find another solution tomorrow!!
Sometime elder people's opinion is good for us!!
At least they are having more experience than us!!

You should listen to them, and find out some really
useful subject to study.
After you graduate from the school. You can choose
whatever you like to do!
I wish I can back to school and finish my University life!!
When I was young, I didn't listen to my mum,
just focus on my hobbies.
And now I am really regret because I don't have any
skill can fight with other!

There're still a long long path I need to go.
Backup yourself and think about your hobby later.
Honestly, hobby cant make money!
There's a lot of examples.
See those artist, they dun even have money when
they are still alive.
All become famous after they died.
For those money they earn from their drawings,
not even a penny they can spend!!

不要當一個沒有用的人,

不要當一個沒有用的人,
沒有用, 別人會看不起你,
沒有用, 你沒有權利去爭取,
沒有用, 你只能做低下的工作,
沒有用, 朋友有難不會找你商量,
沒有用, 你會聽見很多冷嘲熱諷,
沒有用, 你只會是一條" 溝唔到女的可憐蟲 "!!!

不要當一個好用的人,
你好用, 朋友有難一定要你義不容辭幫忙,
你好用, 上司會把所有工作都推給你做,
你好用, 家裡換燈泡也要等你做,
你好用, 別人不會理你是否願意做,
你好用, 你會睡得越來越少,
你好用, 你將會認識很多女生, 不過你只是她們的 " 觀音兵 "!!!

當一個有用的人,
你有用, 朋友都會來問你意見,
你有用, 上司都會找你幫手,
你有用, 亞媽會幫你到處宣傳,
你有用, 別人都會覺得你很有見地,
你有用, 很多人會願意幫你做事,
你有用, 你將會泡到不少女生, 因你正在開" 法拉利 "

不要當一個沒用, 或者是好用的人,
當一個有用的人,
適當的時候運用你的智慧,
適當的時候拒絕一些你沒有時間做的事,
適當的時候為自己爭取合理的待遇,
這樣你就會是一個有用的人了!!!

哈哈!! 我完成了第一個階段的英文課了!!

讀了好久, 終於完成了第一個學期!!
讀得好辛苦啦, 雖然我本身的英文不是很差,
可是一直想更進一步, 於是年頭的時候就報讀了,
可是, 一直都很忙, 沒有時間把它讀完,
最少, 我要再完成三個學期,
才可以取得大學證明啦!

我要努力, 你們也要支持我啦!!!

昨天是我第一次真正的見工!!

人生中總有無限個第一次,
昨天就是我畢業以來, 第一次拿著resume去找工作,
整晚也睡不好, 不是緊張, 只是.....失眠!!

一早起來, 只睡了三個小時,
可是, 不太累, 還可以啦!!
坐在電腦面前, 拍賣東西, 轉眼已經快到面試的時間,
可是, 我發現我沒有什麼衣服可以面試,
我沒有套裝, 也沒有什麼OL衣服,
哈哈, 隨手拿起一件西裝褸, 穿起牛仔褲就算啦!!


化了一個淡妝, 哈哈, 眼圈好黑!!

保持笑容!!! 哈哈, 祝我順利吧!!

今天要見兩份, 第一份三點, 在尖沙咀一私人會所,
朋友介紹, 以為是PR, 誰知原來是接待員,
可是我還是很努力地面試, 跟他們談了一個多小時,
面試都是這麼久嗎?? 他們問我很多問題,
有很多CASE STUDY 要我答,
可能因為我之前的工作都是要面對很多人,
所以我都不是太緊張....
哈哈, 朋友都說我回答得很得體!!

見完第一份, 才五點, 剛好朋友在附近,
我就約他吃下午茶, 輕鬆一下,



等待朋友到的一刻, 我望著天空, 雲好漂亮,
一粒粒的, 好可愛, 不知道雲是什麼味道啦??



你知道這一片天空是尖沙咀的哪兒嗎??
不過, 答中沒有獎品啦!!

我又去上次到過的全日供應早餐的CAFE啦,
他們認得我, 還安排我坐最角落的位置,
這樣的服務態度, 很好!!!

聊到六點, 朋友要走啦, 我就走到碼頭坐船到灣仔,
我真的十分喜歡坐船, 不像地鐵般擠迫,



在海運中心對出, 泊了一個大船, 報紙說這是一個好古老的船,
很有歷史, 市民可以上去拍照啦!!
遠看真的好大, 是海盜船嗎??

到了灣仔, 我就走到銅鑼灣times square,
不過八點才面試, 所以我就到PAGE ONE看書,
哈哈, 站著看, 好累, 不過, 看書可以打發時間呢!!

八點, 終於又要面試了, 不過, 這一次就比較輕鬆,
是一個酒吧集團的MARKETING, 我們一邊喝紅酒,
一邊聊天, 原來這裡的老闆我也認識,
所以大家就聊得比較輕鬆,
哈哈, 如果我在這裡做, 我就常常可以喝免費酒啦!!

不過, 還是等一下啦, 明天又有一個工作會去試試看,
是旺角一個大型商場的MARKETING,
待遇不錯, 見多一些, 再選擇吧!!!

加油加油!!!

有時候, 一個擁抱比千言萬語來得更滿足!!

當我生病的時候, 好討厭別人在我身邊不停說話,
明明我只希望安靜地休養,
可是又要強裝很樂意地去回應!!

幾天也沒有好好吃飯了,
太忙, 忙著讀書, 忙著把東西放上網拍賣,
忙著找工作, 忙著整理房間!!
好累, 累得睡到半夜就扎醒,
累到沒有胃口吃東西,
我瘦了, 臉也變小了,
肚腩不見了, 屁股也細了,
哈哈, 看到食物都想吐,
喝一杯咖啡就飽很久,
應該不是厭食症!

這個時候, 好想有一個溫暖的擁抱,
感覺到對方的體溫應該會讓我更好睡,
好想躺在你的胸口睡覺,
好想你溫柔地對我說話!!!

哈哈, 可是...
也許只有在夢中才可以實現吧!!!

我又整理房間了!!

一年中, 我總花去不少時間整理我那亂七八糟的房間,
已經沒有買很多東西, 可是, 每一次整理的時候,
還是可以找出一大袋垃圾!!
我是一個儲物狂, 我很喜歡儲起任何東西,
除了錢!!
我家裡以前儲了很多紙袋, postcard, 貼紙,
戲票, 所有紙製品我也儲起來,
但隨著越儲越多, 以及香港天氣越來越潮濕,
為免有一天我的房間出現" 小動物 ",
我終於都捨棄了很多收藏品!!

同樣地, 我的電腦也會定期整理,
我太喜歡上網, 也很喜歡到處下載東西,
所以, 我的電腦要定期清一清,
昨天, 看到電腦裡有小時候的照片,
很難得, 因為我的家庭很奇怪,
都不喜歡拍照, 別人的家庭都總會有一本相簿,
記載了每一位家庭成員的事,
而我家的相簿卻只有住在加拿大的公公及其他親戚的照片,
我們自家的照片少之又少,
數十本相簿, 有一大半都是我工作拍來的照片,
下次有時間就上載給你們看!!

不過, 在我的電腦裡也有存下了一些很珍貴的照片,
一些我很喜歡也充滿了回憶的照片!!

哈哈, 沒有被嚇倒吧??
小時候的我也纔漂亮啦! 眼睛大大的!!

以前我的下巴就是很短, 所以看起來我的臉就很胖!!
媽媽總是很喜歡在我洗澡的時候拍照!
我有好幾個朋友都有這一種" 美女出浴童年照 " 啦!!

年紀輕輕的我, 已經很會擺pose,
最上面那兩張是我住在加拿大的時候拍的,
那個時候的東西我已經忘記了,
可是媽媽說有一次帶我去滑雪,
我竟然跟一個黑人小朋友聊天,
請注意, 我那個時候是四歲,
廣東話也不是很懂,可是我竟然能跟那一個小朋友溝通,
還聊了很久!!! 哈哈!! 我有語言天份嗎??
還是我裝得很好??

那一張酸枝木椅, 是爸爸做的,
他是一個裝修師傅, 當我小時候, 我們的關係都很好,
可是, 人越大, 就有越多改變,
相處久了, 缺點也會慢慢露出來,
跟爸爸真正相處的時間應該只有十一年,
往後就越來越少見到他,
現在你問我他在哪?? 我哪會知道??
說恨他, 當然有, 因為他, 我才沒有一個完整的家,
可是, 他始終也是我爸爸, 沒有他, 我也不會存在,
所以, 對他的恨也慢慢減少,
仍然不想見到他, 不過, 他永遠是我爸!!

不要說不開心的事啦, 說回我的照片啦!
頭超大的我, 可愛嗎??
哈哈, 不過跟長大後的我比較,
還是小時候比較可愛!! 比較漂亮!!
小朋友年代, 天真, 率直,
可是長大後, 因為環境的變遷, 人變得會耍手段,
變得可惡, 變得邪惡!!
還好, 我當了藝人幾年, 我還沒有被染黑我的心,
只有皮膚被曬黑了!!!

佬沃旅遊特輯~~第四章

在一個陌生的地方, 有一點寂寞的感覺,
就算是身邊有很多人圍繞著我,
我還是有一點想念香港,
想念我的媽媽, 想念我的家, 想念我的貓貓!!


街頭的剪影, 站在路牌前面,
左右兩邊是不同的目的地,
我應該選擇左邊, 還是右邊?
沒有人告訴我那一條路是對的,
因為沒有一個人曾經走遍這兩條路!!
我還在煩悶,
我還在想,
不要催我, 我真的不知道往哪裡走才是幸福,
至少, 我不會往回頭走啦!!


佬沃是一個熱帶的地方, 也很鄉村的味道,
所以到處也可以看到這些小動物,
在我酒店走廊, 到處也是這一些四腳蛇,
好可怕, 在我拍照的餐廳, 有超過五十條在我身邊,
我真的好怕, 因為小時候, 被它嚇過,
記得那一次, 我在半夜的時候,
一個人去洗手間, 一開門,
看到一條很大很大的四腳蛇, 它瞪著眼睛看我,
那一刻, 我嚇倒叫不出聲, 從那時開始, 我就很怕它了!!
這一次來到佬沃, 竟然被這麼多四腳蛇包圍,
我瘋了!! 還有蝙蝠在我身邊飛來飛去,
我嚇得快要哭了, 當蝙蝠飛過的時候,
它所發出的聲音, 好恐怖!!
最可怕的是, 沒有人相信有蝙蝠, 只有我一個人看到,
其他人都看不到, 我....應該不是見到蝙蝠鬼啦!!

還好不是每一天都在恐怖的地方拍照,
今天, 我就到了沙灘上拍照,
是跟馬一起拍啦!!

天海一色, 雲跟海浪也是一樣的顏色,
看得我好舒服, 好想念這一片天空,
說真的, 香港的大廈太高啦,
想要看到藍藍的天空....好難!!

下午的時候, 去拍越野車,
好刺激, 我都開得好快, 好瘋狂!!!
哈哈!!!
佬沃之旅正式劃上句號, 我會懷念這幾天難得的假期!!!

昨晚, 去看了詹瑞文x葉詠詩棟篤交響show!!!

自從離開了學校, 我已經好久沒有聽過交響樂了,
在紅館聽演唱會的機會很多, 可是從沒有想過要花錢聽交響樂,
不是不喜歡, 而是覺得好像很悶, 怕會睡著,
可是, 昨天晚上有人約我去看, 一聽名字,
我以為是詹瑞文的個人show, 然後有一點點的伴奏,
想不到, 居然跟我想像中的差很遠!!

我大概八點多到達, 好餓, 還沒有吃晚餐,
見到很多人塞在門口, 所以我就去買了一個" 豬柳蛋漢堡 ",
然後一邊排隊, 一邊吃, 我從未試過在路上吃" 麥當勞 ",
哈哈, 真是又一個新體驗!!

進場的時候, 原來已經開始了, 因為是朋友請我們去看,
所以是便宜的票, 坐的地方離台很遠,
不過沒關係, 詹瑞文不是帥哥,
看不清楚他的樣子也不是可惜!!

整個show都圍繞著交響樂, 表演的樂曲全都是古典音樂,
其中包括~~
卡門
皮爾.金
動物嘉年華
第五交響樂
羅密歐與茱麗葉.... 等多首名曲,

而當中MR. 詹的搞笑技倆全都是圍繞著古典音樂,
從介紹音樂詞彙, 到聯繫到香港人的日常生活,
很多我們平常不會留意到的事情,
他也有描述到!!
很想在這裡跟人家分享, 不過, 真的很難用文字把它寫出來!!

MR. 詹很會帶起觀眾的氣氛, 本來, 古典音樂是一種很靜,
一種只適宜用耳朵聽的節目,
他把它形象化了, 他使用誇張的衣服, 表情,
帶領大家去到一幕又一幕的高潮,
原本冷清清的場面, 因為他, 而變得鬧哄哄!!

以前看演唱會, 很多觀眾會跟著歌手一起唱,
歌手也會很互動地跟他們握手,
但是詹瑞文卻不停教大家意大利文,
把樂譜裡的詞彙, 融入大家的生活當中,
又讓我們跟他一起大聲念出來,
我當然沒有跟他念啦, 怕被朋友笑啦!!
不過, 有很多小朋友跟著一起念, 一起做動作,
還有大人啦, 他們都亳不害羞地做著,
香港人不是都很愛面子嗎?
可是他們竟然一起做搞笑滑稽的動作,
然後一起嘻哈大笑!!

詹瑞文~~ " 你係得嘅!! "
期待你下一次真正的個人SHOW!!!


PS: 建議不太熱衷古典樂的人, 或長期失眠的人,
不要去看!! 因為, 當詹瑞文不在台上的時候,
真的會讓你有睡覺的意欲!!

真的很想把照片放上來, 讓你們知道他有多搞笑,
不過, 在網路上找不到, 下次吧!!

愛讓人害怕...

愛情是一種很玄的東西, 它有美好的一邊, 也有可怕的一面,
每一個人都要經歷過愛情, 才會成長,
每一個人都要領教過愛情的痛, 才會珍惜,
差不多沒有一個人在他的一生當中沒有被愛情所傷害過,
也差不多沒有一個人一生只愛過一個人....

愛情, 每一段都有一個不同的結果,
沒有一段感情從開始的時候就注定開花結果,
可是, 每一段感情都會注定枯萎, 如果你從一開始就沒有認真對待!

愛情, 也不是每一段都有始有終,
很多時候, 愛情都會在你不知不覺中慢慢消逝!

愛情, 當你越想它光臨, 它就跑到老遠, 讓你找不到,
愛情, 當你不想見到它, 它卻在你身邊團團轉, 讓你煩惱不已!!

愛情, 喜歡作弄人,
當你喜歡一個人, 它卻讓這一個人不喜歡你,
讓他只看到你不好的地方, 讓他不珍惜你所付出的,
讓他對你很快厭倦, 讓他身邊出現很多新鮮的女生,
讓他不再愛你, 什至教他利用你對他的愛去欺騙你, 傷害你!

當你不喜歡一個人, 它卻讓他成為你的朋友,
讓他在你不開心的時候做唯一一個陪你的人,
讓他被你嘲笑也不生氣, 讓他用全部薪水送禮物給你,
讓他在你被男朋友甩的時候被你發洩,
讓他在你無聊的時候打發時間,
讓他一直做很多東西去感動你, 可是最後你還是不為所動!!

愛情, 永遠都沒有公平的待遇,
你越喜歡一個人, 越為他付出,
你也會越要求多一些,
因為愛, 你怕他不回你電話!
因為愛, 你害怕他生氣!
因為愛, 你怕他寧願陪朋友也不找你!
因為愛, 你怕他有心事也不跟你說!
因為愛, 你怕他留意其他女生!
因為愛, 你想每一天也見到他!
因為愛, 就算見不到, 也希望通一個電話!
因為愛, 你開始偷看他曾經打電話給誰!
因為愛, 你常無原無故生氣!
因為愛, 所以你做了很多很笨的事情!
因為愛, 你會就一些小事就心緒不寧!
因為愛, 你會變得情緒化!!

愛情, 美好的時候, 會讓你容光煥發,
讓你做什麼事情也很起勁,
讓你把這個世界也看得很美好,
讓你看不到他的缺點,
讓你以為自己很幸福,
讓你眼睛都瞎了!!

愛情, 枯萎了以後, 會讓你比鬼更難看,
讓你除了哭, 什麼事情也不想做,
讓你把世界一切都看成是灰色的,
讓你一直咒罵他有多壞,
讓你以為自己以後也是孤獨一人,
讓你靈魂突然出竅!!

失戀的人最愛聽情歌, 一邊聽, 一邊哭,
一邊喝酒, 一邊大聲地唱,
讓全世界也知道她失戀了!

戀愛中的人也愛聽情歌, 一邊唱, 一邊牽手,
一邊看著對方的眼睛, 一邊含情脈脈地唱,
讓全世界都知道你在戀愛!!

愛情, 讓人好迷惑,
這是對的還是錯的?
這是好的還是壞的?
這是應該還是不應該?
這是值得還是不值得?
我們有未來嗎?
我們會開花嗎?
我們快樂嗎?
你還愛我嗎?

聖誕節就快要來啦!!!

踏入十一月, 很快就是聖誕節的來臨,
以往的我很少留意這一個節日,
每年, 當我走過那些美美的聖誕樹,
我都只是看了一眼, 就離開,
不喜歡這些充滿溫馨的節日,
小時候, 還有跟朋友一起過, 一些玩,
家裡也有放聖誕樹, 和家人一起把小裝飾放在樹上,
長大了以後, 反而沒有再為這一個節日多花一點心思,
今天, 在街上閒逛, 發現四周也在開始裝飾,
大型的聖誕樹, 閃閃的燈泡, 讓我停住了腳步,
忍不住拍下幾張照片, 一個人走在街上,
原來真的會做很多平常不會做的事!!


這是中環landmark置地廣場的一角,
landmark一向裝飾都是很高級的,
所以他也沒有胡亂裝潢,
商場是白色的設計, 配搭紅色的天花裝飾,
由高處往下伸展, 簡單, 不過別注!!


中環ifc, 每一年, 每一個節日, 在這裡特別劃出的範圍,
都會有很多很多裝潢!!!
今年, 他們就用了一個像是糖果屋的設計,
樓高兩層, 因為有保安哥哥在看守,
所以我不知道能否開門, 或是進去,
沿途都有很多人跟我一樣, 停下來拍照,
不過只有我一個人在拍沒有自己的照片!!


在小屋旁邊, 也有很多裝飾, 聖誕節少不了的聖誕樹,
還有小士兵, 閃閃亮亮的!!! 好漂亮!!


尖沙咀碼頭, 這裡也是每一年必定要有裝飾的地方,
今年, 他們用上聖誕小鹿, 金色的設計, 通花的圖案,
配上藍藍的燈泡, 顏色很特別,
平常聖誕節都是紅紅綠綠, 很少見到藍色!!


有大的, 有小的, 還有一些雜草圍住!!
有很多人在拍照!!


原來, 不留意聖誕節的人, 不只我一個啦!!


很多很多燈泡一路延伸, 從碼頭, 一直到商場那邊,
可是, 也許還未到聖誕節, 燈泡還沒有全開!!


在樓梯上面, 有大有小的燈泡, 金碧輝煌,
一排排的聖誕樹, 好敦煌!!


不過, 還是有一些寂寞的聖誕樹,
寥寥的立在一旁, 沒有人替他們拍照,
沒有人注意到他的存在,
突然覺得他們跟我一樣可憐,
所以, 我也幫他們拍一張, 讓他們知道有人在注意他啦!!

看過這裡多金光燦爛的東西,
眼睛好累, 走進商場裡面舒緩一下心情,
可是, 又看到令我傻眼的東西,


現在很流行的膠鞋, 走在街上, 看到有很多人在穿,
聽說是對腳很好!, 有什麼什麼fuction的,
我沒有試過, 也沒有買來穿,
因為我覺得他好醜,
我寧願我的腳發臭, 腐爛, 也不要穿這一個,
可是, 想不到, 他竟然這麼流行,
有很多不同的顏色, 款式,
站在這一排鞋子前面,
我突然讚嘆設計這對鞋的人,
他真的轉變了人們對潮流的看法,
轉變了人們以往只買美麗的, 名牌的, 高貴的做法,
選擇了醜陋的, 笨重的, 低檔的玩意!!
我 " OUTDATE " 啦!!

跟前男朋友的媽媽吃飯, 好久沒見,
今天, 她帶來了另外一個兒子的小孩一起來,
他兩歲多, 好可愛, 好多話, 很挑皮,


不過樣子很帥啦, 很有氣質, 耳朵很大的一雙,
帶著那一個" 口水肩 ", 笨笨的好搞笑!!


他有賓妹照顧, 邊喂他吃飯, 他就邊玩玩具車,
他對每一個人都叫他" 婆婆 ", 叫我" 靚女婆婆 ",
叫其他人做" 婆婆 ", 男的也一樣!!!
哈哈, 逗得我一直笑!!


後來, 他自己用自己的私家匙吃豆腐花,
把口張的很大, 吃得滿咀, 滿臉都是,
哈哈, 讓我好想生小孩啦!!!
我也是一個充滿母愛的人啦!!

佬沃旅遊特輯~~第三章

晚上一個人睡覺, 在那大大的雙人床上,
我喜歡怎麼睡也可以, 翻來覆去,
好爽呀!!
可是, 停下來的時候, 還是有一種孤單的悽涼,
看著白白的天花板, 聽到外面蟲鳴的叫聲,
風也在輕拍那扇薄薄的窗!
身在佬沃的我, 心卻在四處飄浮,
睡不著, 一直在心裡面算著小綿羊,
一隻, 兩隻, 三隻......九百九十九隻.........
最後, 我想我睡著啦, 到底我算到多少隻啦??

早上起來, 八點, 今天要出外面拍照啦!!
一早起來, 化妝, 弄頭髮, 換衣服, 吃早餐,
在香港很少這麼早起床!!


一個類似是教堂的地方, 雖然天氣不是很好,
雲, 有一點灰灰的, 可是, 還是很熱,
好怕流汗, 所以一直保持少亂動,
不動就不會流汗啦!!


想不到, 這裡的建築物也很美啦, 舊舊的, 黃黃的,
牆壁已經開始有一點點損毀, 可是還沒有倒啦,
我想它應該有一百年吧!!


這一座, 好高, 好高, 上面已經長滿了雜草,
門被鎖起來, 不知道晚上的時候,
裡面會不會傳來一些鋼琴的聲音,
又或是有一個長頭髮的女生在梳頭啦???


這是路邊的一頭小狗, 樣子好笨笨的,
眼睛被太陽的光芒刺眼得只剩下一條線!!
他一定沒有什麼東西吃啦, 好瘦,
跟我家的貓貓差很多啦, 起碼少了一個大肚腩!!


在教堂旁邊, 有一些路邊小食店,
他們說是很有名的啦, 很有特色的鐵皮屋,
原來, 裡面賣的都是很好吃的啦!!!
綠色衣服的, 也是同行的一位工作人員!!

有東西吃, 當然少不了我這一個" 為食小公主 " 啦!!!
在等候的過程中, 那些小吃的香味真的好厲害,
實在忍不住啦!!! 好想快一點可以吃!!


這裡的百事, 跟香港的一樣嗎?
我沒有喝啦, 可是, 總覺得這一個瓶子跟香港的不同!!


連路邊的人也在享受這一些便宜的小吃,
在香港我也常吃, 不過, 其他人會覺得我好奇怪,
一個藝人( 雖然不是很紅 ), 竟然站在路邊吃魚蛋,
其實, 藝人也是人啦, 站在路邊不奇怪啦,
難道我要每一天都在大酒店吃飯嗎??
哈哈, 這些小朋友好黑, 在這裡, 皮膚黑黑的,
原來不只我一個!!


不知道這個是不是寵物, 在這裡的一大片草地上,
竟然有三頭羊在吃草, 還有繩索綁住他們,
應該是有人養的!!
不過, 為什麼他的頭好小的一顆,
可是肚子卻那麼大??
他便秘多天, 沒有大便嗎??
腳都幼到好像再撐不下去這一個充滿大便的身體啦!!


今天的行程差不多啦, 到雜貨店買零食 (對, 我又吃啦! )
看到這一些小包小包的東西,
你們猜猜它是什麼???
有很多款式的啦, 不同味道,
原來是小包裝的洗頭水, 沐浴劑啦,
佬沃的人不喜歡買家庭裝嗎??
這樣一包包好麻煩啦, 如果我去旅行,
也許我會用這一些, 可是, 放在這種雜貨店,
不會是給旅客買吧!!!
個人認為, 家庭裝的應該比較划算!!


這是我在佬沃唯一買的東西, 而且不用我付錢,
我從來沒有試過去旅行沒有花一毛錢,
可是在這裡~~吃的, 坐的, 玩的, 睡的, 都是雜誌社付,
這一包薯片, 是經理人的朋友買的,
說真的, 如果我迷路了, 一定很慘,
因為我根本沒有換佬沃錢( 忘記這裡貨幣的名稱 ),
一塊錢也沒有!!!!

有很多人問我...

為什麼我叫自己做笨笨傻公主,
我也不知道, 只知道對這一個名字很有感覺,

笨~~
因為我不懂數學, 最近才學會理財, 投資!!

傻~~
因為無論失敗了多少次, 哭了多少遍,
我還是沒有變聰明!!

公主~~
我想每一個人應該都希望自己是公主吧,
公主, 是一個受萬千寵愛於一身的角色,
所有人都愛護她, 保佑她, 疼惜她,
沒有人會想要欺負她, 傷害她, 弄哭她,
我...
希望有一天,
有人會把我當公主般看待,
把我捧到天上去,
只可惜, 每一次, 我都沒有耐性,
剛開始, 我就已經衝到前面,
同行的人都怕了我的這一份衝勁,
怕了我對事情的熱心.....

今天, 我把自己當成公主,
在還沒有遇到王子之前,
我唯有一個人在花園裡賞花捉蝴蝶,
一個人沉醉在完美的夢裡面,
等待著日出的光芒覆蓋在我的軀殼上,
等待著雨水把我心靈淨化吧!!!

心血來潮, 突然想來一個短的旅行!!!

早上起來, 很想出去走走, 想起來有朋友在澳門工作,
不如就去找他吧!!
完成早上的一些小事情, 從上環一直走到中環,
找了一家咖啡店坐下來,
原來我是從上環的碼頭坐船走啦,
可是, 天氣一直很壞, 不停下雨,
在咖啡店裡, 喝我最愛的mocha,
看著買了很久卻未看的書" 咆哮山莊 ",
坐了兩個多小時, 雨卻一直沒有停下來的意思,
看著窗外人們站在簷下避雨的樣子,
人跟人的距離很近, 可是都裝著一張臭臉,
站在那裡, 只期望雨快點停下來,
卻沒有利用這一個時間看看旁邊的人的臉!!
我坐在咖啡店裡, 把這一切看的好沒清楚!!

一直坐, 到了四點鐘, 我終於打消去澳門的打算,
唯有到處逛逛....
朋友致電我, 要我幫他找一份生日禮物,
說真的, 我只有很少這一種經驗,
很少買禮物給朋友, 因為怕買了不適合的東西,
無論生日, 聖誕節, 情人節, 也很少買,
收過我禮物的人應該慶幸, 因為他們很幸運!!!
跑遍了IFC裡每一家店, 看了很多精品,
可是, 買禮物真的好難, 明天就要送,
而且我只是見過這個女生一次,
根本不知道要送什麼, 還要在$200左右,
不能太失禮, 哈哈!! 好像在挑戰我一樣!!!

可是, 跑完IFC, 還是找不到禮物, 所以我就打算坐船去九龍那一邊看,
我好喜歡坐船, 討厭地下鐵擠迫的感覺,
可是, 現在新的碼搬到另外一個地方, 感覺不同了!!
下雨天, 路不好走, 我忘記帶雨傘,
這一次, 輪到我站在路邊祈禱雨快一點停,
可是, 天最愛耍我, 雨越下越大, 沒有停下來,
在我煩惱的時候, 竟然有一個男生走過來,
說可以跟我一起用一把傘過去碼頭啦!!
注意, 今天我沒有化妝, 不漂亮啦!!


就是這一位男生, " 你真好人!! 謝謝你!! "


雨下得好兇, 周圍也是水, 牛仔褲都濕了,
不喜歡下雨的街道, 不喜歡雷聲!!!


碼頭其中一個特色, " 人力車 ",
很多地方也有, 不過, 我沒有在香港坐過啦!!
下雨啦, 他們都被迫呆在一旁,
應該沒有人要在雨中坐那麼白痴吧!!


這就是往尖沙咀的7號碼頭, 白色的, 好新的感覺!!


售票處, 好潮流的樣子, 沒有了以前懷舊的外觀,
換來了藍藍的燈箱, 大大的玻璃窗,
好光亮, 不過, 我比較喜歡以前的!!


洗手間用了有趣的裝飾, 不再只用簡單的字來說明,
我沒有進去參觀, 希望裡面會很乾淨吧!!


侯船區使用了大量的玻璃, 讓侯船的人可以觀看風景,
沒有了從前的椅子, 換了一些小小的欄杆,
是用來坐的嗎??


船到了, 鐘聲一響, 所有的 人都圍在一起,
爭先恐後的境況跟以前一樣!!!


一雙站著等上船的鞋子, 哈哈!!當然是我的啦!!


坐在靠窗的位置上, 船是沒有窗戶的, 空空的一個窗框,
海風微微地吹來, 夾雜著雨絲, 有一種暴風雨即將降臨的感覺!!
這是碼頭另一邊, 跟7號碼頭一樣的,
沒有了香港的特色, 反而有馬來西亞的風情!!


剛好有船泊到那裡, 這就是香港的天星小輪!! 好美呀!!


原來, 碼頭沒有比船大很多, 是我的錯覺嗎??
還是碼頭真的很小??


雲, 好低, 把對岸的建築物都蓋過了,
灰灰的雲, 讓人有一種憂鬱的感覺,
心, 很沉重!!!
看不清楚景物, 看不清楚天空,
也看不清楚前路,
還好, 我是坐在船上, 終有一天,
我會到達, 而且上岸!!!


到達了, 人們又魚貫地離開船艙,
水手哥哥站在一旁維持紀律!!
沒有人多看他一眼, 可是, 我很感謝他,
因為有他們, 我才可以安全地到達我想去的地方!!!


快要離開碼頭了, 看著每一個人怱怱地行著,
只有我, 一個人在笨笨地拍照!!
也許只有我, 在真正留意身邊的事情在變動,
只有我有空閒的時間停下來欣賞!!!

最近, 寫的日記都很長,
謝謝各位費神在看,
累積下來, 已經有五萬多次閱讀了,
真的謝謝你們,
也希望你們真的喜歡我跟你們分享的東西!!!