I am confuse too...

Still have 29 days...
Things still not yet clear,
I looked at the sky when I am home,
counting down the rest of the days...
Deadline keep delay and delay..
I am giving you chance,
I am giving myself some more chance too.
What I am looking for?
I don't know too.
But glad that my cat is beside me.
The trees are still growing,
Moon still lighting up the sky,
Wind still blowing.
Everything seeems as usual...