Suddenly I feel moody again...

Is it winter will make people easily moody?
I through I am ok already,
but no... I am still like that!
Still depressed.
Still have 30 minutes to leave,
I've got a pen, some paper,
I kept drawing.

I drew a lot of pictues,
but most of them are girls under the wind,
closed eyes, messy hair...
some tears dropping down...
Is it the mirror of me?

I also drew a nice church,
maybe right now I really need something to protect me,
let me stay and rest..
Let me hide myself.

I also drew a heart,
a heart which tied up,
so tight so tight,
seems it soon will be explore...
so painful...
bleeding..
can't breath...
What is that mean??